Saturday, August 09, 2008
时间
总觉得自己在与时间赛跑，但我却不懂得珍惜时间。时间过去了我不在乎， 看着眼前的时间我更不加以理睬。也许我不明白时间的可贵，可我从妈妈脸上的皱纹看到未来的自己。
我听到了妈妈每一天对我说的每一句话，虽然我总假装没听到。她说：“今天的我没有像昨天那么有精神，身体发出抗议的简讯一天比一天大声。”看着她，听着她，我害怕，我不敢想象未来没有她的世界。说到这里，不知怎么，眼眶湿塔塔的。
我没有勇气对妈妈说出我对她的感谢-她把握带来这美好的世界，牺牲了许多把我带大。我想夸她那不放弃的精神，但是我太软弱了，对不起妈。
我想，在我离开这世界的那天，我还会记得我妈。但时间久了，这世界或许就会把她给忘了。这种残忍对我也不例外。我不是害怕被遗忘，而是害怕说byebye。
活在今天，我梦想能回到小时候。 当时是那么无忧无虑，现在却天天害怕那我离开这世界的一天。还真是可笑，小的时候就盼望能长大做事，现在大了却惦记着小时候的自由自在。
眼前的时间有限，多么想把它化为永恒，你说呢？
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Interschool Wushu Competition was over since 2 months ago. This is the video that marks my effort for the part 1 year. From a boy who had no experience with the kicks and punches to the guy u see above :)
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Hi, forgive me for my dormant blogging activity. Haven't been into scrabble lately becos I have chosen to devote much of my time into my CCA. My competition is coming this 2nd April. Now, the video above is what I would be performing in front of many pressurizing eyes.
As you can see, he is good! You can see all the years of training has finally paid off for him.
Right at this moment, you must yearning to see me perform the stunts. Let me show you what I was like before the march holidays camp...SEE BELOW
Training was torturous during 10-12 March. I even sprained my ankle. This was what I was like with the spraint...
This means that I will not be playing in competitions for a while. My standard might have slid but I will probably catch up soon.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
THE NEW YEAR!Let us embrace 2008 by first reviewing each of our own goals for last year and wish for the better for the next.
My New Year Resolution for 2007 WAS
- To get my GM title by end of this year
- To get all As for my jc Subj
- To maintain my relationship with my frens and family members.
- I wish good health for my family and all those who know me( sometimes some ppl know me while i dont know them, esp the philippinoes in ISC)
- I wish my shifu prosperity and safety during work.
- I wish the scrabble scene in singapore wud involve more teens
- I wish cheah wud get cheerier.
- I wish Andy good luck in finding his girl.
- I wish alpha will be happier without emotional probs.
- The last wish for the year is that the wishes i made above will come thru
- Hm, missed it by a star but I was quite amazed to have come this far! My rating was 1824 when I first made this wish. Current rating= 1902.
- Well, it is harder than I think BBCEE is my current results. That is quite FAR from my target. Start mugging!!!
- I got to know more frens now- including international ones too! Hm, need to work on my family ties though, need to spend more time away from sch for them.
- Can't control that. Good wishes to them though:)
- To think that Shifu is all smiles and haven gone to a hospital for major treatment means he must be quite safe:) But I must advise him for a med check-up the next time I meet him.
- Involving more teens? Haven really been tracking but I did see more singaporean teens online though. They shud be entering rated comps!!!
- I hope I am not causing Cheah more misery( I think he is still thinking about the 600 game:)
- Wow, to think that this actually came true means that I can actually be a fortune teller! He was married before I knew it! Best blessings for Andy and his wife for 2008!
- Alpha must be feeling better since he has already entered Jc life*evil grin*
- I do hope that these wishes can hold true even for 2008!!!
Friday, December 07, 2007
Cos Way Fever
Phew, and I went through 1 whole week of scrabble in Johor Bahru. The 2 events namely the cause way scrabble challenge and World youth scrabble championships was a great success and i have safely returned to Singapore(away from the scarily expensive buffet meals served everyday!)
Haha, I did make a small profit overall after spending US100 and and RM1050 on registration fees and accommodation. More importantly, I managed to iron out my short comings in both tournaments.
In the premier category, i had to play with amazing people like odette, nigel and panupol just to name a few. Facing these biggies throughout the 2 and a half days tournament isn't a cakewalk. I would like to thank these people for allowing me to learn much more since my last graduation at JGCC. It's amazing how the thai players think and how other people can play so well. I also admire the sportmanship displayed by all players. I have realized how my inferior word power is of no match for these world champions and I seriously need to do something about it.
WYSC is fun. I recognized how delicate my skills are in face of luck. I gave away 3 of my worst losses, without any chance of retaliation.
Congrats to Weibin, sean chung and suanne for finishing ahead of me. Not forgetting all those who finished in the top 20, eventhough many of which deserve a better placing. The WYSC next year will no longer be dominated by Singapore unless some enthusiasts turn up. The youngsters of yesterday will now vie for the premier category of COSWAY next year and also WSC 2009. I will try my best too:)
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Sigh, still not much progress on hols assignment...Going OBS tmr and my bag has been packed to the brim. I wonder if I can survive this 9 days- the longest camp I've ever had. Anyway, I will be back on the 22nd, Don't miss me :)
Nowadays spending too much time in front of the comp and slacking lah! Hm, I better do something about sch work.
Speaking about scrabble, I spent 2 nights analyzing WSC games with GH. Happened to find out that Adam Logan do think like Quackle and that's probably how he won his games. Congrats to Nigel Richards who won. A commendable performance by Suanne who literally bulldozed her way through to attain the 12th position. Well done Hubert, clinching 7th! I hope some trio will help get the 4th spot for us soon. ..
Quizzes... Test you brain power to see if you can solve all of them, Good luck:)
1. BBDESSU
2. ACEHMPR
3. AEFLRSS(2)
4. ADEFLRS
5. AEFFLRS(2)
6. AEFGLRS
7. AEFLNRS
8. AEFLPRS
9. AEFLRSU(3)
10. AEFLRSY
Monday, November 05, 2007
Getting a bighead nowadays, I think my homework schedule is completely out. Somehow I just cant get myself to sit in front of my table, in front of the pile of homework and start doing! Even so, i have completed the part on Bio and one tutorial of the maths pile. I think I would really need to hurry before the OBS and Scrabble tourneys set in.Yup, went to Yen nee's on Saturday and had a day full of Gin Rummy, various card games and of course Scrabble. Obviously not much talent in Gin Rummy since the jokers seem to shun me and I even fold on the first hand. I think i will just stick to Scrabble for the time being. Many were waiting for Li Wei to arrive but he did not.
Just when we were about to go off, Yen, Ball, Elmo, Gh, Wb and I starting a little discussion on who is going for the upcoming tourneys. Well, thomsons' definitely out for me since i have OBS from 14-22nd NOV. Yen was introducing the deal of joining Yew Tee as a player or as a Tournament director. There are of course certain pros and cons accompanying both choices.
As a player in div A, I can:
1. Practise for Cuzway and WYSC
2. Get a chance of winning $300 shopping vouchers + trophy
3. Get a rating boost to the 1990s (Not really an issue at the moment)
As a TD, I can:
1. Hitch a ride back and fro from Yew Tee
2. Get a help-out fee of $50
3. Scout around for words
4. Stone and relax while others will rack their brains with their racks
5. Free myself from paying $20 as participation fee (I need money for Cuzway reg. dearly!)
Hm, it seems to me that the TD devil is winning the angel. But somehow I cant decide.